Reality.

Sometimes just have nothing to do with those humans.
You know,
The words they told aren't truly what they thought in their hearts.
Just fake a smile,
Being nicely to someone they maybe hate,
Talking about something they don't really mean it.
Well.
We can't ask them to stop or being the real them also.
So just let them be.
Just think that it is a drama,
Cooperate with them and act with them.
Sometimes it's just awesome that you actually know what's on their mind,
But still seeing them acting in front of you.
This world is too complicated.
Even how smart are you,
You can't even figure out what is real what is fake recently.
If you are lucky,
Believe in the right thing,
Then congratz.
But if you are unlucky,
Believe in the wrong thing,
The wrong person,
Then just accept it with a smile.
Doesn't mean that you are stubborn,
It just an experience,
See clearly who's the fake one,
And who's the true friends.
Everyone sure wearing a mask when in the social circle.
Being innocent just making chances to let others hurt you.
That's why,
When a human reaches the period of teenager,
When we able to think with our own ways,
We started to build a wall between others.
Not letting others into our hearts that easily.
But once the wall break,
It means the person is trusting you,
Don't ever tease with it.
You will lose the TRUST once you play with it,
And it will just like a broken mirror,
Can't even fix those pieces back to the original look.
Nothing can help you after that.
Oh well.
I build a thick wall between me and others.
Not that I don't want to be friendly,
Just when you being hurt by others for many times,
The TRUST already gone.
It's not easy for me to think that you are truthfully good to me.
But some of them already have the ability to break the wall,
And I able to open my heart to them.
I am really glad I had found them.
Nothing else is better than it.
Seriously,
I really love you guys.
Alot,
Alot.

P.S: If we able to talk to each other like friend,
        How great will it be?
        But now I don't even have the courage to raise up my head and look at you.